uparalyzeme

ok so i am going to ty to make a better update. I have class at 11 man only 3 more classes left its so exciting. I always love when the end of the semester hits. This year I have NOOOO work the only class I had work in was my spanish class and that was the typical vocab tests, etc. I had one paper to write and as you witnessed I got that shit fo free and umm yeah i have finals but they don't really count. I bust my teachers balls and they love me for it, Im not kidding. every semester ill have one teacher that everyone hates a crack a few jokes at them, get the class laughing a bit, get the teacher laughing and that usually scores me the ONLY A in my class. Seriously folks Im not being sarcastic. Last semester had this funny ass teacher but he was a tough grader. said our test would matter most got a nice F on the test did an amazing presentation made fun of my teacher etc and I got the only A in the class. It's truly a beautiful thing if you ask me. In other news theres a great show tonight as rachel has asked me about, and I don't know if we will be attneding. Adam has been doing work for this website and I believe he said he had a lot of shit to do, but rachel dear I will call you and chat some.

    I am sorry to all my friends who i really havent been hanging out with. I don't know what it is, laziness, tiredness or what but I want to hang out but i just can't get motivated to. Also Adam has been feeling kinda shitty about the way we never get invited to anything anymore. He feels like all the friends he's had over the years totally ditched him and don't even care to call him for anything. It sucks and I dont know if its cause of me cause we are always together and he definitely can go chill with them and his lonesome, I just don't know. It sucks trying to understand people and sometimes its just easier to just concentrate on the one person who you love cause you don't have any of that bullshit drama.

    Anyways in other boring ass news umm yeah i don't know. Lets see if i can dig up some shit thats been going on........... oh man something funny happened the other day. Me and adam had gone to one of my OLD friends from elementary school / high school it was her wedding and he has fairly big boobs well her and her other friend say the baby is hungry and rub there bellies i guess its one of those "inside" things, anyways so there was a few people laughing about it and then the joke was over and everyone was silent for a quick second and adam comes out of NOW WHERE with "Yeah how did you fit into that thing anyways?" she kinda just throws her arms up and is like iii dont know? and i was like ADAM! and he's like I didn't mean it like that I meant it as if you were pregnant. I WAS SOOOO mortified and he felt horrible but we laughed it off as usual and he still feels like shit about it hahah. Gosh sometimes I feel like I can't take him anywhere. Oh yeah another thing that happened at the wedding, everyone wasnt quite seated at the tables but we were starving and wanted some bread. So we secretly buttered the bread and was eating it, so adam drops a piece of the bread on the table and proceeds to eat the bread of the table and for those of you who know adam know its hard for him to bend over cause of his back and leg... so he looks like a freakin duck bobbing his head and im was like ADAM WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING, WE ARE AT A WEDDING he goes what? noone saw me. So i proceeded to tell him he's 20  and needs to act like it SOME what... haha. I was definitely embarrassed on that one and the best part her family was standing up right there and saw it all.  Oh well thats why you gotta love him.

    yeah so I don't know what else to type about, I dyed my hair darker, I had to cause my roots were in full affect and I couldnt afford to get it done cause i need to save my money for finsihing my tat this weekend. So i juts bought a box and did it. I like it a lot. Im doing a little something different for spring this year. I have to go get ready for class. piece.

YAY time to update, sorry its been so long, I don't know if people bother to look at my journal but you know, whateva. Well right now i am supposed to be typing a paper for my criminal justice class but I am amazing at cheating and found THEE most perfect paper online FO FREE, thats right FREE bibliography and all. Amazing, it made my night big time. Also this saturday I am finishing my back piece, well its not going to be finished but at least 50% done. I am going in for like 5 hours. I can't wait.
in other news, school is almost done, may 11th will be my last and final day, of course until next semester which i definitely dont look forward to but im so close to finishing that i can't take another semester off. Anyways adam wants to get to bed maybe I can make a better longer update tomorrow.

here....

yes so this weekend (fri till now) has been very adventurous to say the least. So friday I had to rush to the hospital cause my uncle (moms bro) has been in there for liver and heart failure (thats why you shouldn't DRINK ASSHOLES, i will love you all). Anyways so they thought he was going to have surgery and they werent expecting him to make it caus ehis hearts so bad. Well Im rushing to get to the hospital (well actually hit the mall up first but I was rushing so I wouldn't get to the hospital later then I had wanted to) so i have a heavy foot to say the least, Im an amazing driver thank God, I just think im driving a ferrari 360 modena or a 67 shelby mustang and I seem to think my car is a 5 speed when its not (i am getting a new car soon and the car I want is a 6 speed which is AMAZING, i love manual cars) anyways so i wasn't driving super fast but i was talking to adam and didn't pay to much mind to the cop next to me (i have speaker phone on my cell so the cop didn't know i was on it) so all of a sudden Im like shit lights. So he pulls me over and is like you were going 53 ina 35, now for those of you who don't know i have florida plates from when I was in college in florida. So i act TOTALLY dumb and I was like officer Im sorry I believe the speed limit is 45 (i know its not, im not an asshole) so I was like this is sunrise highway isn't it, and he's like no this is main street and I was like oh I thought this was sunrise, I don't know this area to well, I just drove up from florida cause my uncle is in the hospital and I need to get to umm i believe Good Samaritan hospital and they told em to take sunrise to southern state etc and he's like no you need to take blah blah blah and I was like ooohhh im so sorry officer, I honestly had no idea, so he proceeds to take my license and registartion and he comes back and is like do you have a newer insurance card and I totally forgot i had a new one in the mail and i forgot to put it in my bag, so I was like "oh NO my boyfriend just called me to tell me I had just recieved a new one in the mail" so he was like ok I am going to give you a ticket for no insurance it won't take any points off and all you have to do it send a copy of the card with a plea of non-guilty and it will only cost you a stamp. So i was totally stolked.

-So in a wonderfully happy mood knowing my natural acting talents had gotten me out a ticket I bought a shirt.

-the i went to the hospital, visited my uncle for a while busted a few joke son him to make him laugh and then I headed to work.

- after work I met up with adam and we had nothing to do so we went to starbucks, and then went to the downtown to buy our tickets for tomorrow.

-afterwards adam decides he is now hungry. So we drive to subyway and they are closed and then he settled for wendy's. Well at the current moment I am driving adams car cause its manual and I love it and we get a call from his friend ray. Ray invites us to his house to chill. Well we live in bellmore and ray lives out in patchogue. So adams like i dont want to drive out there. So i was like well why didn't you tell him that. and he's like i didnt feel like it and I was like adam come on just tell him, call him back and tell him, we adam had told ray that he was going to ask me what i wanted to do, so i was like ADAM now when you tell them no they are gonna think its cause I dont want to when thats not true at all. So I am getting a little upset cause i was like adam call him back now and tell him and he's like I dont feel like calling him right now Ill call him in a little while. So i was like just do it now, so i am kinda speeding at this point (on the same road I was pulled over on earlier that day) and all of a sudden I come up to a red light and I see a cop behind me, and i was like SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt (with the little t at the end :) anyways so he pulls me over and Im like adam im gonna talk to him. So the actress comes out again, he walks over PISSSSED off this piggy was MAD, so i was like officer im sooo sorry I have to get to the hospital cause my uncle just went in, he goes (real mad) "YOU WANT TO GET THERE, YOU WERE GOING 60 in a 35!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i was like im so sorry honeslty I didnt mean to Im very nervous, ill have him drive. I wont drive..... so he's like "FINE ILL LET YOU GO ON A WARNING, BUT DONT LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN" i about SHIT myself seriously. I do not want to be paying no tickets and i have only had 2 my whole like thank God.

- so anyways we got home had some wild sex as always. sex is good. i hadn't had much sexual experience when i meet adam and adam had some but not a lot but together, we are crazy sluts with each other haah its great.

- so we got up to the pounding of hammers, there some guys who are building a shed in the back cause we are building another room on our apartment and extra crap is going in there. So we watched some tv and relaxed, we watch mtv's made and I want to get made into a dirtbike racer. I have riden dirtbikes before but i really want to be good at it. I think it will be fun. Im gonna try so If i get on tv ill let you all know.

-so later on in the afternoon adam had his appointment for his tattoo and dylan was supposed to do some on mine cause i still have like 6 more hours maybe more cause it keeps getting bigger and bigger. so dylan told us it would take like 3 hours, TRY 6!!! i had to sit there the WHOLE time. it was horrible. i went to the thrift store nest door got some cool stuff, bought adam a hot lacoste jacket for 2 bucks (amazing) and then I went to marshalls and kmart and nothing that took about 1 1/2 hours and the rest was sitting there waiting for him.

-well dylan didn't have enough time for me cause he was worn out from adam so we left and met up luke and shana for dinner. had a great time, ALMOST pissed myself but i controlled it, luke makes me laugh so much, adam about spit his food out like 973571904u792`4 times. it was great.

-luke wanted to go home so we parted ways and we are now. adams playing his video games, it sucks cause all the good games are only one player so i cant play with him so i just go on the computer and i will take a shower in a bit and do my hair for church tomorrow. and then the show. Its going to be good can't wait. i hope to see you sexy ladies there. I don't know what else to talk about so i think im gonna get off now. i hope you all have a wondeful weekend and if any of you have off next week for spring break hit me up with a message and we shall do something. tootaloo.

this is just a test i hope they work this size

sorry those pics are so big, next time i will shrink them more, they don't look that big when I am resizing them so im sorry. still <3 you guys.

wow, im shocked I didn't update yesterday. Well I tutored 3 kids yesterday on top of my normal working in the homework room and got out late. I wanted to get something to cheer up adam from the interview that he really wasn't THAT upset from, but I just wanted to make him smile, so i went to this store that he had gotten sneakers from a few weeks ago and he got yellow and blue sneakers and there was also a red and black pair but he couldn't decide if he wanted both pairs so he just both the one. Well he kept mentioning that he wanted to go back and get the red ones so after work yesterday I went by there and the shoes he wanted just happened to be on slae YAY! me . so i got them but I also saw another pair of shoes that I thought he would like so I called him and asked him if he would want shoes like them and he said yeah. So i bought them. And then I got me a shirt cause I had to and I just adore it. Its black and has lace on top and its offthe shoulders. Maybe I will take a pic and show all of you sluts <3. So then i stopped by hallmark to pick up a bag to put the shoes in and a card and the card was so funny it was like when you smile you make me smile when you laugh you make me laugh and on the inside it says you should see what happens when you take your clothes off. hahaha that reallllllly made him smile. i bought some starburst's and cough drops causeh he wasnt feel so swell and put in the bag and hwne I got home I gave him the marshalls bag with the other shoes i bought and he had no idea that i had bought him the sheos he had been wanting. So he got all excited and he couldn't stop saying i love you so much and all this lovely stuff. It made me so happy. Its not like i have to buy him things to put him in a good mood, its just nice and it really made him happy. ok i took some pics i will upload them and then I have to head off to espanol clase. I hope these work, don't mind the one where my dogs sticky out of my side, they are so nosey and get in the way, little bastards. <3 you all.

<img src="http://img44.photobucket.com/albums/v136/uparalyzeme/adam2.jpg" these are some old pics but its all i have for now I will have to take some more tomorrow if adams in a picture mood which is rare. oh well. enjoy, and yeha i know im a fag for making 832654814.8348 posts today

nope didnt work still trying :(

so adam gets home with the food for me to cook and he comes up to me and gives me the most beautiful flowers.... it was amazing... there are pinks roses and such sooo beautiful. I cant believe he was feeling down and got me something.... i was going to pick up something before he got home but he was home a lot sooner then i was, so tomorrow i think I am going to get him a lovely gift. Im am trying to figure out this whole livejournal thing, i probably sound like a idiot, but im just not useto these things. diana has helped me and i am grateful *thanks doll* im gonna take a picture of the flowers to put on here once i figure it out. Ugh i have a stupid headache. I seriously hate this crap. I get them too much.
lets see if this works
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yeah so that interview adam had ended up beaing a fraud. How weird who sets up fake interviews. I feel so bad for him cause he was so excited about it and so pumped and relly determined to get it. I don't even know what to say to him, I know he feels like crap about it. He rested his head on my chest and sighed.... :( my poor baby. Lately we have grown so much in out relationship. Like i remeber when we first got together and how shitty I was to him cause I had so much going on in my life and it seems like every month we just grow and grow and grow. I love him so much and I cna't believe the shit i put him through, and he has definitely put me through a whole lotta shit but thank God we are past that stage. Im just curious of whats the next challenge. The other day I was having tea with his grandmother and she was talking to me about how well me and adam complete each other. It was so nice to hear her say that cause I really love his grandmother and Im glad she appreciates me in that way. She was telling me how lucky he is to have me and it made my day. we have so much fun together, we still laugh and enjoy each other so much and we have our moments but for a couple who have been living together for almost a year and a half pretty much moved in together as soon as we started to go out, we get along amazingly. we can spend everyday together and as soon as one of us leaves within like a half hour or so he'll call me or ill call him just to say we love each other. When he comes home from work he tells me he missed "my sexy ass" and its so nice that we have the same enthusiasm from when we first dated. It feels like it will always be like this because we have the ablility to make each other laugh so much. I think thats whats key in a relationship "laughability" (new word). Anyways im gonna go I have a bit of a headache, adams picking up some food for me to cook for dinner so i have to get everything prepared. I love cooking dinner, and Im not talking about boxed food Im talking real homemade dinner. I love it and i have learned I am a good cook. its so much fun. <3 .

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: adams ass cheeks

well....... today I had 3 classes.... one at 11 another at 1 and another at 2 lets just say i haven't gone to the first 2 and I probably won't go to the next one.... yeah I am in a slacker mood. And it's sad cause I have spring break next week and I shouldn't take classes off.... but oh well. Adam has off on tuesday's so we are just chillin home, he has his big job interview tonight at 6. Hopefully all will go well he gets the job. I really want him to get this job and not for the fact that we will be living a lot easier but becuase I know he wants a lot of things and he deserves them from all the shit he has gone through with his body and life in general. and I want him to have all the fun toys cause they are fun and the best part is we can both have fun with them..... Im so glad im not a girly girl.... life would suck haha. Anyways, Im gonna be gettin' another job on top of full time school. I want to get a new car asap but I want to make sure I have at least 2,000 in the bank and Im up there but not as close as I want to be and I would like to get another job so I can be comfortable paying my payments and paying bills and all the bull crap inbetween. I like working I really can't see myself not having a job.... Ive worked since I was 16 and I get bored if I don't have a demanding job. Right now I tutor kids at my moms school. I love it..... it really is rewarding. I love when the kids get so excited to see me cause they got an awesome grade on their test or when they come to me and their heads all blown up cause they know their spelling words. etc. i love it. and at times it can be very frustrating, but when you see them really doing a lot better in school I smile from ear to ear. And I love joking around with them. My mom started her school cause she loves kids and teaching and crap and she wants me to take over the buiness eventually but I just don't see myself doing that. I mean i like kids but I don't think i like them that much. I love animals, tats definitely my field. Ive been workign at animal hospitals well acutally voluntering when i was 9 or 10 till I was 14 then I started working at one and I have worked at several hospitals and I have learned a lot about them.... lets just say I don't trust leaving my dogs at animals hosptials anymore. You wouldn't believe the crap that goes on behind the doors. I useto get yelled at cause I was to nice to the animals.... like if a dog was really nervous I would get them to relax by talking to them petting them etc and just taking my time with them, but that wasn't good enough and i would honestl get bitched at for it, also like a lot of people that I have run into at clinics don't have patience to work with animals. They get frustrated start hitting the animal or doing dumb shit and I would complain to someone and they would be like "oh we are all kinda rough with the animals when we have to be" and i was like i have NEVER been like that and I never will. I find that taking my time with the animals is more effective. Anyways, I think if I ever moved back to florida I would go to school for zoology. I would be able to really develop a relationship with the animals and work with them one on one and I could work in the nursery and work with baby animals. I would love that so much. But i can't start doing that here so I will wait, adam wants to move to FLorida eventually anyways so who knows. I need to take some pictures to post on here. I can post some old ones for your viewing pleasure :) I don't even know if you guys are gonna read all of my bullshit, I don't even know if this is interesting or not. if someone could help me with all of this crap I dont even know how to put pictures up or change my background.... help !!!!

yeah so adam had to got to his grandmothers to get his pants done for his interview tomorrow. Hopefully he will get this job and get a lot of money from it. I just started this journal thing and as I said before, and i looked at everyone else's page and they are so pretty and I have no idea how the hell to do that. Oh well.... i will just deal with it like it is. I went to visit a old friend from high school who I hadn't seen in forever and we hadn't really hung out since high school which was like 4 years ago....damn. I feel like i should be older then 21 when i say that high school was 4 years ago. I guess it cause of adam since he's a lot younger then me. So after I chilled with her me and adam met up at home and I told him we were going to see one of my other friends from my other high school who I hadn't seen in like 7 or 8 years.... damn.. so we went to the cup cafe which is like 2 seconds from my house. She's such an awesome girl... so cute. We stayed there for a good while and now we are home and adam's playing rainbow six 3 so I am waiting around until he wants to go to bed.... hopefully soon. I kinda feel like shit. I think I am just worn out.... neither of us have a had a good sleep lately ... he's been complaining of bags under his eyes.... he's 19 he shouldnt have bags yet.. haha life is such. oh well i have class early tomorrow ( 11am - early fo me ) well adams done im going

yeah so i finally started this thing... my friends always sent me links to their journals so i can read them and that was fun and I figured I might as well join the crowd. well. here i am. I am in school right now and have to get back to class before my proffesor notices... so I will update soon.